Tired And Hopeless In A World

~~ To tired To fight For those Who don't Care~~

You know that feeling you get sometimes when you can't have someone there, but then sometimes that alone hurts even more. Keeping anything there is useless to me. Rivers don't spand as much as you wish it would, bridges don't build themselves they need help to get across and be what they need to be. But what happens when no ones there to help? No one is willing to be there for you..So, what do you do in this scenario. Things change and then you just lay there.Dead.Fallen apart. Torn and separated. How do you repair yourself? Really? How does anything work anymore......
When you love someone, in any way, and they want to drift apart, if they want to leave....let them. If you care about them.. let them take their own path.. and be who they want to be in the mean time... you just have to find your own. And separate for a while. As painful as it can be. If you truly love the other person. Let them go. That's a sign of love. If you care...and honestly care. Just let go and ..........I guess ... if you can watch over them. Make sure if they want to come back. Take them in with more than open arms.

I'm tired of trying to get some where with people.. but have them turn on everything else out there. Not open themselves to all the other opportunities in front of them, Which I'm holding them back on. So, as much as I love all of the people I'm around and all the people that I'm invovled with, I don't know. I just wanna stop everything. Nothing's bound to last, in the place I'm in.
I just wanna stop everything now... and save myself from everything that's gonna happen in the future, that's gonna hurt me.
So, if I was gonna give myself, or anyone else, some advice it would be ... to always count on yourself.For anything. Nothing comes up to what you believe, nothing settles for any longer than a while.

The second title just explains itself. No need to explain.

~~Too tired to Fight for Those who Don't care~~